Students Meet the Prayer Course

Tamsyn Radmall shares with us what happens when students decide to do the Prayer Course together!

This year has been a year of hardship, grief and frustration. But it has also been a year rich in opportunity, where more people are asking the big questions of life and where we’re ready to step into the new and unknown. This is a time where the church can step into new possibilities for ourselves and the people around us.

We as a group of students in the centre of Edinburgh have been trying to do this, trying to create space for people to explore the big questions of life, trying new things and inviting others to join in.
A new thing one of our student communities tried this term was The Prayer Course from 24-7 Prayer. They jumped onto zoom one evening a week, watched the video together and then discussed what they had just heard.
The course was a blessing to the leaders who had been struggling to create life-giving content for their community and to know how to lead and what to say during this difficult year. It has been hard for anyone who is attempting to build a genuine, authentic, Jesus-centred community while on zoom. But the Prayer Course was easy to use – all they had to do was press play and the content spoke for itself. It created real and genuine conversations that felt natural and unforced within this group of young people. It was also easy to follow for everyone in the community as the community included people from diverse backgrounds and with varying degrees of maturity in their faith. Some have never been to church before, some don’t have a personal relationship with Jesus and some have grown up around Jesus and the Church since they were born. So this course was incredible for helping to create an inclusive community.

But mainly what we saw happen through the course was real transformation in the lives of the students. One student had gone to church before but struggled to understand the teaching. But while doing this course he started to get it. He went away and prayed then messaged the leaders saying that he felt God with him for the very first time. Now he is praying more and more and wants to get baptised!
One of the other students had not grown up in church but he joined in doing the Prayer Course because he had been invited by a friend. At the start of the course, he shared how it was challenging him but he was also confused. But now he gets it and it’s making sense for him, which may seem like a small shift but it’s a spiritual shift! He’s now trying to pray for 5 minutes every day and he says that it feels great to pray – it feels like he’s resting with God by praying!

The Prayer Course is a useful resource that saves you having to create your own content, it helps to create genuine and authentic conversations, it provides a way to include a wide range of people and levels of faith, but more than anything, it facilitates a space for real transformation in people’s relationships with God. It has blessed our students in Edinburgh and it’s something we are very thankful for.

Tamsyn is the student leader at Central Church and passionately believes in the potential of students to advance God’s kingdom and bring change to the world around around them. Originally from London, she now calls Scotland home and if you ever need to know which coffee shops in Edinburgh should be visited, she’s your woman!

Thy Kingdom Come – Homecoming

There is a passage in the Bible that I love, specifically in The Message version. Jesus and His disciples have been interacting with individuals and crowds, healing, doing miracles, teaching, telling stories, bringing hope and freedom and causing the religious leaders great consternation.
Matthew 9:35 – 10:1 tells us:
Then Jesus made a circuit of all the towns and villages. He taught in their meeting places, reported kingdom news, and healed their diseased bodies, healed their bruised and hurt lives. When he looked out over the crowds, his heart broke. So confused and aimless they were, like sheep with no shepherd. “What a huge harvest!” he said to his disciples. “How few workers! On your knees and pray for harvest hands!” The prayer was no sooner prayed than it was answered. Jesus called twelve of his followers and sent them into the ripe fields. He gave them power to kick out the evil spirits and to tenderly care for the bruised and hurt lives.

I imagine Jesus and the disciples making their way up a steep hill towards a solitary place to rest and recover from days of intense ministry. They pause to catch their breath and Jesus turns to look out over the city, remembering the pain and suffering as well as the deep spiritual hunger he has encountered these past few days. His response? Prayer. And prayer together. He gets his friends to pray with him.
Watch this next part. ‘The prayer was no sooner prayed than it was answered. Jesus called twelve of His followers and sent them into the ripe fields.’
Those who prayed the prayer were sent as the answer to their prayer!

I think as Jesus looked out over these “ripe fields” he saw the potential for a great Homecoming. And just like the stories he had told, he sent his disciples out into the streets, the alleyways, the nooks and crannies to seek out the lost and the prodigals, the homeless and the wanderers, to bring them in to partake of the grand feast the Father had prepared.

This is what Thy Kingdom Come is all about this year. It’s about praying for the lost and the prodigals, the homeless and wanderers to find their Home. And for us as Jesus’ followers to be filled with His Spirit and courage to go out and bring them home.

Thy Kingdom Come is a Pentecost prayer initiative that began a number of years ago as a call to the British Church to prayer and to a Pentecost-like boldness in sharing the Hope we carry. It has since become global and ecumenical.

This year, we as 24-7 Prayer Scotland would like to invite you and your church/missional community/organisation to get involved!
Would you join us in praying 24/7 throughout the 10 days between Ascension and Pentecost, 13 – 23 May, for a great Homecoming in our nation of Scotland?

Here are some ideas as to how it could work:
• Like Jesus did, gather others to pray with you. What it could it look like for the churches across your city/town/village to come together for 10 days of unbroken, 24/7 prayer?
– Simply register your “virtual prayer room” on the 24-7 Prayer website and receive an online sign-up with your own URL to share out with all those involved.
– People can sign up as individuals, as families, groups, or even as a church
– Consider using a platform like Padlet to create an online interactive prayer room of sorts for everyone to take part in together.
– Initiate some prayer walks as part of it, in accordance with social distancing guidelines and current restrictions
– Maybe one or two evenings there could be a community-wide prayer meeting or worship time on zoom or another online platform
– Help children, young people and families engage with it through the fun and creative and simple to use Prayer Spaces at Home
• What could it look like to create an outdoor prayer space that is accessible to the local community for the purpose of reflection, where they feel welcomed to add their prayers and know they are being prayed for? In accordance with government regulations and guidance around social distancing, of course.

There are lots of helpful tips and ideas on the 24-7 Prayer website for running online prayer rooms and prayer events and more information around Thy Kingdom Come as well as free resources on the Thy Kingdom Come website. But we as 24-7 Prayer Scotland are also here for you and are happy to chat with you, discuss ideas, give you any support we possibly can. So do not hesitate to contact us at scotland@24-7prayer.com and we will be in touch.

Be watching for more information across all of our social media platforms for some Facebook and Instagram live prayer times that we will be hosting throughout the 10 days, as various voices from across Scotland lead us in prayer.

Let’s come together as the Church across Scotland and pray with Jesus for a great Homecoming in our nation, ready and willing to become the answers to that prayer by the power of Holy Spirit within us!

Crystal is the National Coordinator for 24-7 Prayer Scotland and loves being part of the wild, contagious and life-transforming movement that is 24-7 Prayer. She loves hospitality, cooking, talking about prayer, the history of Celtic Christianity, all things Nature, exploring new places and cultures, conversations over coffee (or a glass of red wine), reading and all things creative.

Engaging the Presence

Crystal wraps up our Lent series which has been following along with 24-7 Prayer’s Prayer Course II and Lectio 365, sharing from her own personal journey through the dark valley of loss and grief.

“You can find God in everything and miss Him in anything. In everything, God has a voice.” (Ken Helser) God has hidden Himself in every small detail of your life. Yes, His longing for us is so deep, God has hidden Himself inside the simplicity of the way you make your morning coffee. In everything, He is speaking.’ Lindsay Armistead, Cultivate Volume II by Cageless Birds

I have frequently reflected over this past strange and difficult year on how quick I am to say that God is being “silent” or feels “hidden.” And I am slowly realising that more often than not, it is not God who needs to speak or reveal himself, but it is me who needs to embrace new ways of hearing and seeing.
I have always loved the lines in Elizabeth Barrett Browning’s poem ‘Aurora Leigh’, “Earth’s crammed with heaven, And every common bush afire with God; But only he who sees, takes off his shoes”. But perhaps I am only now beginning to grasp what it truly means.

I was struck recently by these words in Pete Greig’s book God On Mute:
Lunch on that Sabbath, straight after synagogue, would have begun as it always did with a blessing spoken out… over the bread and wine that were to be served with the meal. If any of the remaining eleven disciples were capable of eating that day, the grace spoken before lunch on Holy Saturday would have stabbed their hearts with remembrance of that Last Supper with Jesus…
Sometimes, when God is silent, our hearts are breaking and our prayers lie unanswered, there can still be signs: faint flickers of hope and meaning expressed to us and for us in Scripture, in fellowship, and especially in the bread and wine.”

Bread and wine – two such ordinary aspects of our daily lives. Yet within their ordinariness lies hope – if we have the eyes to see it.

When my mum lay dying and I spent the majority of my days and nights by her side, my childhood bestie came and sat with me. She did not try to give me answers or even comfort really. She was just with me. Then as an animal lover, one of my greatest sources of comfort during that time was my dad’s fat, lazy but utterly lovely cat. Those days after my mum had passed, Chubbers would come into my room at night, not demanding anything, but just curl up beside me like he knew I needed presence.
The friends who brought me the most comfort in that time were the ones who didn’t try to give me answers but simply gave me their presence.
And God was also silent. He gave no answers. But He was there. I felt His peace enveloping me, His strength and grace carrying me. He met me in the dark forests surrounding my dad’s house. He met me in the sunsets as I would drive from my mum’s hospice room back home. He met me in a fat, furry, purring creature. This may sound heretical, but it was like God knew that even He had no answers that would truly ease the pain in my heart.

In that following spring, I remember feeling shocked, in the midst of my continuing journey through the dark valley of grief, at the sudden bright yellow of happy daffodils and cheerful orchestra of birdsong. At first I almost resented it. I felt so out of sync with it. Then I saw and heard the “flickers of hope” in it and I recognised that in the midst of my numbness and struggle to hear and see God like I had been used to, here He was with me in the yellow daffodil and unwavering birdsong – signs of life and hope.

I am still learning to embrace new ways of hearing and seeing Him. Several lockdowns have been instrumental in training me to discover Him more in the ordinary and everyday of life.

I was having a good cry while on a walk the other day. There have been some unhealed areas within me because of not fully grieving loss in the past and God and my counsellor have been gently unearthing these places so that I may live in deeper freedom. This walk was part of that and it felt as dark as it did in years past and I again felt that old familiar inability to see or hear God in the midst of the pain. Drying my tears after a while, I walked on and then out of nowhere, a beautiful greyhound comes running after me, much to her owner’s protest. She runs right up to me and leans against me, almost hugging me. Her owner is hugely embarrassed, spluttering, “she never does this, don’t know what got into her, so sorry.” And all the while, I am smiling. Because I know what got into her. The presence of God. The One who knows me better than anyone, who knows my deep love for and connection with the animal kingdom, met me in the way He knew I most needed in that moment. As Elizabeth Barrett Browning would say, it was a holy moment and internally, I removed my shoes.

Engaging the Why

As part of our Lent series which is following along with 24-7 Prayer’s Prayer Course II and Lectio 365, our team member Kathryn shares from her personal journey of wrestling with unanswered questions.

When a train goes through a tunnel and it gets dark, you don’t throw away the ticket and jump off. You sit still and trust the engineer.” Corrie ten Boom

“Why?” I ask this question all the time.
“Why did that person not use their indicator? Why did the person with the largest trolley have to be in front of me when there is only one checkout open? Why did that person speak to me that way? Why did I speak to that person that way?” These are some things that run through my mind on a weekly if not daily basis.
And then there are those other why’s. The larger why’s. The why’s that are too painful to voice. The why’s that cause a lump to rise in your throat if you dwell on them even for a second. I ask a lot of these as well. “Why did it have to happen that way? Why am I where I am? Why is that insecurity back, again? Why is this all so hard?”

I love answers. I love clarity, knowing where I stand. It’s how I work. It’s how I make sense of life and it helps me feel safe. I will have that hard conversation every single time if it means I can understand a little bit more. I like answers – a lot.

But I don’t have answers for my why’s, and I won’t pretend to have answers for yours either.
I have sat in discomfort around one particular why question of mine for nearly two years and I am not any further forward. Some days I am actually more tired, less hopeful and just downright confused.

I recently listened to the God on Mute audiobook by Pete Greig. I sat and listened to Pete’s stories, bible teaching and wisdom while doing a puzzle and drinking tea. I didn’t finish the book with any more answers. However, I finished with more peace.
I had peace because I realised that I am normal (*sigh of relief *) and I am simply human (*another big sigh of relief *). Having questions doesn’t mean I’m a bad Christian who doesn’t have enough faith. Rather I am a human living in an infinitely complex world.

I also recently read Untamed by Glennon Doyle, and again breathed that sigh of relief when she said:
If you are uncomfortable – in deep pain, angry, yearning, confused – you don’t have a problem, you have a life. Being human is not hard because you are doing it wrong, it’s hard because you are doing it right. You will never change the fact that being human is hard, so you must change your idea that it was ever supposed to be easy.”
Maybe I’m odd, but I find peace in this.

And I find peace that in the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus was doing the exact same thing. Sitting in the pain of unknowing, being human. Jesus also shows me what to do with my questions – give them all to my Father. When I choose to stop and still, take my bruised heart and sit with my Father, He meets me with peace, grace and mercy – every single time.
Do I get my answers? Rarely. I don’t leave that place as Wonder Woman, knowing exactly what to do. Rather I leave as the human I am, still carrying my questions but also carrying a bit more hope.
As Alain Emerson says in Luminous Dark: “There is hope, but that hope will not invalidate your pain…”

God knows my questions and yours, and we journey holding the why’s together with Him.
Afresh I seek thee, lead me — once more I pray —
Even should it be against my will, thy way.
Let me not feel thee foreign any hour,
Or shrink from thee as an estranged power.
Through doubt, through faith, through
bliss, through stark dismay,
Through sunshine, wind, or snow, or fog, or shower,
Draw me to thee who art my only day.”
George MacDonald
(taken from chapter 9 of God on Mute by Pete Greig)

Kathryn moved to Dundee in August 2019 to be part of Prayer Space Dundee, a 24-7 Prayer House of Prayer community seeking to make prayer accessible and see people draw close to God. By day Kathryn works as a Careers Adviser in Angus which is a challenging but rewarding role. When she’s not working you’ll likely find her on a beach or tucked up on the couch with a good book and a cuppa tea – preferably with a dog nearby.