One Thing I Ask

A month ago churches in nations across the globe were coming together in prayer as part of Thy Kingdom Come and stories are still trickling in.

Here is one from Mike Hayes in Dundee.

“We had a twenty-four hour slot for prayer at our Prayer Space in The Attic Lounge, Kirkton, Dundee during the ten day period ‘Thy Kingdom Come’ before Pentecost recently.

I had chosen the slot midnight to 3am. My friend David joined me for some of the time.

We had already prayed our ‘shopping list’ prayers earlier in the evening – for family and community. That had been good and we sensed God was spurring us on to seek His Kingdom in this place. But now came a time of just seeking God for Himself and being ourselves in His presence. Resting in Him. Worshipping. Enjoying His presence with us. Savouring His beauty. Praying for each other. Praying that we would know & love Him better.

We still had many concerns on our hearts but wanted to appreciate God Himself at this time.
It was lovely. A real blessing. Time just vanished! I guess it gave God a chance to reveal Himself and His love for us more tangibly. He is a God who delights in us and loves to reveal Himself to us. To displace our performance-related worth with His lavish love for us.
There was a sense of being captivated by His love and wanting more of Him. Nourishing, filling, transforming and affirming. Gazing on his beauty.

Psalm 27:4 ‘One thing I ask from the Lord, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple.’
Like many others, this verse is the heart-felt cry of our lives. To live constantly in His presence and His beauty. That was our experience in those early hours. An experience that has become a delightful part of further prayer times.”

Mike enthusiastically got involved in Prayer Space Dundee when it was launched. He is a man of action, dog lover, GP and helps to lead Kirkton Church.

**Do you have stories from Thy Kingdom Come or another prayer week? We would love to hear them and share them here to encourage and inspire others!

Stoking the Fire

Have you ever spent some time around a fire, maybe even been the one responsible for keeping it burning? I love an open fire, be it a fireplace in a home or a campfire out in the wilderness.

If you are familiar with fires at all, you will understand a bit of what it takes to bring one back from just warm coals to hot, vibrant flames. It usually involves some sort of air – your breath or possibly bellows – and often some sort of device to “stoke” the fire, whether it be a long stick or a proper fire iron.

This is what Heart Fire was for me – a stirring the coals into vibrant flames. Some bits were like a gentle, steady breath, some bits were like the strong bursts of air from bellows and some were like a fire iron – stoking places that needed something to get underneath what was blocking the air and move it.

Today Muddy Pearl released Heart Fire for its first publication in English – and I am so glad.
The author, Johannes Hartl, has dared to go to places many of us ‘Westerners’ would think twice about visiting and has learned from God and from the people in those places. All in search of one thing really – the heart of God. And the result is that he has learned, experienced and received revelation which he shares in this book, bringing both a unique perspective and a greater fullness and depth to this topic of prayer than you will find in most any other book on prayer.

What comes through every chapter is the one thing that seems to define the life and heart message of Johannes – a fascination with the person of Jesus and a reckless, abandoned love for Him.

From that life-altering moment in 1998 that Jesus gave me greater heart revelation about prayer through till now in this full-time role with 24-7 Prayer, my life has revolved largely around the topic of prayer.
I spend most waking moments of most days thinking about prayer, talking about prayer, writing about prayer, teaching on prayer, developing training around prayer, mentoring in prayer leadership etc.
And I have become very aware as of late that I spend more time “about” prayer than actually praying myself. I have also become very aware as of late that even the time I have taken to intentionally spend in silence and solitude has been more about trying to be a good leader and model something that I believe to be important, rather than a deep desire to hang out with Jesus. My heart has felt more like a bed of warm coals than a fire that burns strong and hot.

So it was statements from Johannes like these below that has re-centred my focus and more importantly, re-centred my heart:
“…it is not our own determination, but rather a gaze fixed on Jesus that keeps the fire of prayer burning…
The source of Christian life is a fascination with Jesus.”
“Praying means learning to love. And there is no love without attentiveness and being fully present.”

I was also reminded and encouraged to start praying bold and audacious prayers again. I was reminded that God truly desires and can transform a community, a city, a nation through the persistent prayers of His people. I was reminded that the vision in my heart to see the Church coming together in prayer comes straight from the heart of Jesus as reflected in John 17 and that:
“Only in praying together will we find the power to overcome the divisions in our hearts…”
and that
“If God increasingly calls His church back to prayer, it will also be a call that we pray in unity..”

Ultimately, I am reminded that prayer is, always has been and always will be, about love for Jesus Himself and that:
“In the long term, God’s concern is not that we become a little bit more devout. He has nothing else in mind than the complete transformation of our hearts.

Today, the coals in my heart have been stoked and a vibrant fire is returning. And my deepest longing once again is that what defines my life and what motivates every aspect of my life would be an extravagant, reckless abandon kind of love for Jesus.

Maybe you can relate? Maybe the demands and pressures, disappointments and curveballs of life have left you feeling like your heart contains more of a bed of coals than a thriving fire. If so, I would encourage to give Johannes’ book a read and invite the Holy Spirit to breathe through the pages into your coals. He always accepts those invitations!

You can find Heart Fire at muddypearl.com.

It Started With A Question

Some exciting things are happening, not just across the world, but in our own beautiful nation of Scotland!
Hearts are being stirred, desiring time in God’s presence, desiring prayer and desiring greater unity in the Church and this growing desire has caused houses of prayer to begin forming across the UK.

David Baker in Dundee has been one of those whose desire for more of God’s presence and for the more of God to be seen in his city has compelled him to begin what could possibly be one of the greatest adventures of his life.

‘It started with a question, or rather two questions:
1) “What is in your hand?”
and
2) “What is God doing in your city?”

I was talking with Crystal after having spent two years trying to get a missional community going in Dundee, and in a remarkable way God was in those questions.
The first was perhaps the easiest to answer – in any obvious sense there was nothing in my hand! Humanly speaking, after two years of chasing every opportunity I could think of, I was at a dead end. However, as I turned the question over in my mind, God began reminding me that He was the one who had called me to Scotland, He had prompted me to build something around a rhythm of prayer – so maybe God was gently nudging me to pray.

As the reality that just maybe there was something in my hand began to sink in, I began making connections across the city. One church had turned a cupboard into a prayer room, a few had been part of various 24-7 prayer weeks, another church had a new pastor who was passionate about prayer. So over a number of months I began making the connections, joining the dots, and seeing what would happen.

In less than a year something had amazingly come together! “Prayer Space Dundee” was given an incredible prayer space in an old monastery, a place where just walking into the room brought (and still brings) a sense that this is a place that has been prayed in. We have over the months now created a rhythm of early morning prayer each weekday in this space.

Around the city there are ten churches and ministries who regularly pray and we have been able to make the connections, championing each gathering on our website. While each prayer gathering is, in many ways, the same, something is stirring. People turn up to join in with others who are praying and as God speaks, there are themes emerging and promises being given.

One of the big promises that we are praying into is that God would rewrite the destiny of the city. Many people know, and quote, the three things that Dundee is famous for – “Jute, Jam, and Journalism” – and then reflect with sadness that two of the three industries are gone. As we prayed we sensed that rather than looking back in regret we should look forward to what God is building here – God is igniting hope in a city that has suffered with a bad reputation for decades. We felt that God wants to rewrite what we are famous for as “Jesus, Justice and Joy”.

Over the past few weeks the unexpected has begun to surprise us. Dundee topped the Lonely Planet “Great Places to Visit” list, and outranked some pretty funky places in the “”Best Places to Live list!

From having nothing and heading nowhere really, God has begun to gather a movement of prayer in Dundee. We are excited to see who He will encounter next and where our prayers will take us!’

David has worked with churches and charities all his adult life. He has served as a Baptist minister and a New Frontiers pastor but has a passion for the people who don’t come to church. David and his wife Sarah lead the Prayer Space Dundee initiative.